***And so the wheels fell off...***
I was so excited about waking up this morning - it's weigh in day!!! I
have been really good and stuck to the calorie intake (the best I could)
and have exercised nearly everyday, my body aches from the hard work I
have been putting in and I am ready!!
That's only 0.2kg loss... All this dedication and hard work adds up to 0.2kg loss
Utter devastation... I sit on the bottom of the shower crying.
I seriously need to look at what I am doing wrong... I have never worked this hard to lose weight...
I need a REALITY CHECK.
***So, I put the wheels back on, but they're wobbly.***
I know the scales might not say it, but I KNOW I am (Charlie Sheen) winning...
I fit into a pair of shorts yesterday that I haven't worn for about 3
years, and if I have to be honest, I bought them too small anyway...
I FEEL different - I am more confident, happier within myself knowing that I am doing something about it.
I did lose weight - not a 'gain', not a 'stay the same', and a loss, is a loss!
I have changed the type of exercise I am doing, I have been walking
(faster) and trying some jogging, plus lots of circuit type training at
the park, I mean really, 120 sit-ups in 2 days!! (Yes, I'm still harping
on about that.)
But still, the scales don't lie!
Today my body is sore, and to be honest, even though I can see the positives I am still pretty bummed.
I was going to take a break for the day, but if I can pick myself up in time I might do a Yoga DVD.
Honestly, I think I am trying to stay up beat for you ladies, maybe that's a good thing? Maybe?
Blerkkkk, I hate this feeling.